hmmm | isanythingavailable's Blog

I met this guy two days back at a party.He was interested in me , asked my phone number, almost kissed me and somehow i managed to piss him off with my standoffishness and insecurities.. It's not like i would have dated him or any thing..but i cant help thinking why cant i let go and be spontaneous..Why is there so much fear in me to not trust anyone.It's something i am frustrated with and then i mull over the whole thing for hours on end..hmmm..guess i'm going to end up alone after all